trust.

it is so very amazing to me how untrustworthy people are. you give them your heart and they will completely throw you out to dry like a old car wash towel. The craziest part is when they try to make you feel guilty when they have been doing the same exact thing. what makes you better than me? because i went to my ex and you found someone new? maybe i'm more in the wrong because i let my past interfere with my present. but maybe you are because you basically searched for someone. went out and actually initiated contact with these little sluts. these little scum bucket licking dirtbags. these immature, unsure, juvenile fools. i guess i wasn't good enough for you either. i guess you had to get something extra on the side as well huh? crazy how the truth comes out. always. but for sure (i've said it once and i'll say it again) the only person I can trust is God. no one else is worthy as shown to me time and time again. this is what makes me continue doing me. all day. everyday. by myself. 1 pillow. 1 sheet. one mattress. by myself! wanna go night night? lol anyways... i'm hurt because i was just made to seem like a horrible person today for hours but you didn't just have one. you had 2. 2 women who deterred you from me. wow. i really don't know what to say. i guess its another lesson learned. this came at exactly the right time.

xoxo,
Alyssa